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Myocardial

by Itoarazi

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dali141965 I think what I love most about Itoarazi is the vast variety of styles and experimentation. This really applies to all his work, but certainly applies here. What is even more amazing, is that it is not an incoherent jumble, but follows the thread of a musical heartbeat that continuously pumps through the album.
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1.
We meet again, after nearly a year So much, yet so little, has changed here A year starts to feel just like an eternity Cut the fanfare, it's just me I just wanted to say hi and touch base Amongst many, nary a smile on a face And who can blame them? I can do the math We're just traversing that same path No need to kill the fatted calf Please forgive me, my small-talk skills are lax I either want to keep my mouth shut or get down to brass tacks In every room we enter, an elephant resides And on its back, despair bestrides "How ya doin'?", a loaded question nowadays "How the hell do you think I am?!" seems like the perfect phrase The writing's on the wall, in the form of every graph It feels like it's tearing us in half No need to kill the fatted calf
2.
Enough with your verbal disease Your slander knows no bounds The only storms you'll see weaponized Are the very ones you've been throwing around Your whole gig is a catastrophe And yet you carry on so laughably Your mad delusion just baffles me Give it up, get down off the shelf I don't know where you get your accolades But I grow tired of your escapades I think it's high time for your star to fade Give it up, get down off the shelf You're just an irate powder keg Making not only mine, but your own blood boil Prattling on about homosexual poison?! Hey, bud - you might wanna fix that foil! There's a difference between freedom of speech And freedom of pollution With your apologies falling on deaf ears Your termination's the only solution I wholly wash my hands of your kind I've got nothing else to say I'd much rather wave a white flag Than a false one any damn day
3.
Don't try to school those who can't be schooled Don't seek to enlighten, for they seek to slander Don't try to fool those who've already been fooled You waste both your time and your candor Don't think you can ever hope to win today Sticking to your guns just gives them fodder You may firmly believe, in time, they'll see your way Come what may, but not today, so sad to say, you shouldn't even bother Don't show 'em what's really happening Don't make them listen to reason Don't beg for their involvement Revolution is so last season Don't push the issue, just save your breath Don't offer any words of caution Don't think that they'll succumb to facts It seems a ceasefire's your best option Don't try to squeeze the blood from their stones Don't bring them water in a sieve Don't mind the clichés, we can hear your groans But we've got plenty of our own to give Don't underestimate their immunity to the truth Don't turn molehills into the Caucusus We may strive to be Athena, and tread her path But they bring Hades' wrath and we take a bath, just do the math, there's a Sisyphus in all of us They don't care, and as far as they're concerned They've never the need for such an intention They'd play with fire and find honor in being burned You can't circumstantiate to those who favor circumvention
4.
Staunch 03:13
And here I am Awake Again Yet far From here Ennui Takes hold Cliché I know And with Good cause My hands They shake My legs They twitch My teeth On edge Sucked in Tuned out The road Shall coax Me out To roam I feel Its pull So loud So close Away I go By now It must Be time To say So long To this
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Apnea 05:15
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1994 03:20
He can't help but look back to the time he broke free Isolated for so long, he could start to just be Nostalgia may be the most seductive of liars But until then, he'd been dead for many years prior Communication was ill, but despite these errata The world burst open like a rotting piñata It came running towards him in a old pair of sneakers With mistuned guitars and blown-out speakers "Why's he pining for 1994?" With the superunknown no longer going astray And though the view there seemed long, he could come out and play As the bell rang aloud, with paths no longer divided This loser had found his place, by hope he was guided "I swear I'll let love in and live through this derision" He said, as love blew a hole through a vision He rejoiced as he witnessed his first fallen dictator Whose replacement would join him there 17 years later Cut to the present day, interior, at home: The downward spiral persists, not hard to tell from his phone The once-funkdafied outlook now tainted and diced Current times make the old times look like paradise
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FFS 05:17
This is what comes of their months of seclusion Hallucinations do not friends make They think they've got it made it the shade in their delusion Most likely borne on their poison intake The jig is up, man, their goose is overcooked Their dialogue's become vile and demanding They've left their sense of enjoyment overlooked All the hours binging the tube notwithstanding One could cut the tension between them with a chainsaw They'll either be statistics or a charity case All this back-and-forth's enough to cause one naupathia "An endless wind doth tear the sail apace" (Sir Thomas Wyatt, 1503-1542) (Just get down, FFS...)
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We chase the dreams We fantasize about the game Idyllic worlds abound Rife with money, power and fame 成功とは何ですか? We missed the island life We chose instead to find the shade Throughout these hectic years We missed the change we never made If all the world's a stage It seems we're bound to miss the show When 9-to-5, dawn-to-dusk, Hand-to-mouth is all we know
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Cyclical 04:33
Break the ice Kill the calf Chew the fat Shoot the shit Bite the hand Jump the gun Drop the ball Pass the buck Pay the price Lose the game Fuck the world Buy the farm Hold the phone Stop the press Take the time Break the mold
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[Bigwigs] Come one, come all To our brand new playground - we'll have a ball! We've got loads of fun here, if you're loaded Pay no mind to the locals, they've all been goaded It's a new era! We're the talk of the town! Don't you let the naysayers get you down With this new oasis we can fill our cups Since our previous outlet went belly-up Fear you not - all the trash will have rode off To wherever their kind go! Now come take a load off! These new joints in town will give you a breather Walk on in - oh no, not there! Wait, no - not there, either! There's nothing to see there, just move it along! (Then again, they look like they'd be bought for a song With which these rolling hills would come alive!) Just steer clear of the valleys, and see progress thrive! [Transplants] We've a good feeling, this is our time There's enough potential here to blow your mind All these new ventures seem built to last They'll surely withstand whatever comes to pass [Locals] Progress, my ass!! Well well, ain't this just swell All these well-to-dos screwing us "ne'er-do-wells" They'll all be thanking their lucky stars That they can line their pockets when they rip from ours "DIY"? BFD! They don't care one bit about community! Will all this renovation ever reach our schools? Spin it all you want - we're being played for fools!
12.
Rhinectomy 03:17
So, another fine performance Just barely ushered through And not a soul was there to see it They were strewn amongst the slew You sought to blow them all away Now you can bask in your success For your narcissistic song & dance Leaves you no one to impress How does it feel now to be in your place? I bet you wish you'd have saved some face You've undone integral foundations From a long-standing fixture In hopes that your aesthetic vitriol Became a part of this new mixture Yet, we can see right through your ruse Our observations are astute You crave legion, but it's all in vain And your quest is rendered moot
13.
Despite defeat, a call for abject adulation With countless fruitless litanies in heavy circulation Faith won't spring eternal amongst the shattered system When it's "Primum non nocere" against "Dominus vobiscum" If you have a problem with it If you have a problem with it If you have a problem with it Then you can go heal yourself All have fallen, victims of the forces Of those whose grace rides upon the motliest of horses As we survey the beacon that once brightly shone You're left wondering where the hell you were when the scythe met the stone Nothing can save us now Nothing can save us now Nothing can save us now Nothing can save us now Or it can, and it just doesn't care
14.
They'll lay you in the middle of the street They'll lay you at the government's feet They'll lay you if they find out you're in town They'll lay you six feet underground But I would not feel so dismayed Everybody must get laid
15.
Welcome to the golden age Welcome to the fête Where many facts & figures Are yours to inflate So much news and information Bought and sold for songs With such a wealth of knowledge You can't go wrong The line's blurred between truth and lies All this tension continues to rise While we cannot help it and take it to extremes A utopian landscape exists but in our dreams We're coming apart at the seams "Pay no mind to the usual channels Circumvent the brink There's a guy in a truck with all the answers No need to think!" Don't let your mind stray towards conjecture Keep your wits about Purge the barrel of monkeyshines Their truth will out A haphazard serenade played gracelessly loud By any given tone-deaf maestro to a misguided crowd "Journalistic integrity", an oxymoron to some Shouts of "Fire!" in a crowded theater is what too many have become
16.
[returning native] It's high time that I headed back There's nothing left for me here anymore And I know that where I come from leaves a lot to be desired But there's a certain familiarity I adore So I call upon my old friends and say I'm coming home And they tell me that everything has changed Yet another attempt at a desperate resurgence Has rendered my old stomping grounds a little strange... I gotta say, this sounds all too familiar I feel I've heard this all before A place I once knew like the back of my hand Well, now my hand feels a little sore Where did my favorite dive bar go? What's happened to my home? There's so much here that looks so out of place And the rent is astronomical And I've still nowhere to park my car And they've still the gall to show their smiling face I'll await the new ground with bated breath I can't put my foot down with baby steps But I feel this new town will fail the test We've seen this over and over again And what's that new monstrosity over there? Is this why they're all heading for the hills? This overcompensation for this community's abrasion Leaves us drowning in a sea of booze and pills Now just look at all the dirt that they've uncovered How could they think this choice was right? This supposed diamond in the rough that they discovered It's just a fuckin' moissanite I know you're probably sick of me relaying my dismay But I've never been alone, and I think I've known it And we gaze with sight so aquiline upon a plight so asinine 'Cause every chance they've had, boy, have they blown it By abandoning the true affairs that've truly plagued this place for years They installed another false sense of esteem They're all aesthetics and no substance, so forgive us our reluctance To go ahead and take one for the team!
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Dénouement 01:27
Our land is now in ruins Our people now disjunct Our selfish ways and disparate goals Forgotten and debunked While we tore each other down Their power was amassed Now we're counting all our losses So we can all move on at last And well, there you have it What exactly have we done? All the petty quarrels and stupid fights In the end, nobody won The state of affairs is abysmal And bullshit time has passed The hatchet must be buried now So we can all move on at last You may be asking about the subject But I really have no clue It's open to interpretation With nothing to misconstrue So ignore this tertiary verse That I pulled out of my ass I think I'll end the song right here So we can all move on at last
20.
It's time that we took A long, hard look At what truly makes us tick At what truly makes us sick There are people aghast At being harassed Just for persisting Just for existing And while we bickered en masse We've suffered many a loss And we need to get back And we need to cut slack But not all hope is gone For there are those who crack on In the midst of our throes In the midst of our woes Amongst the debris There's a strong camaraderie And they venture to dare And they venture to care And through their vim and vigor This city's heart grows bigger And there's reason to cope And there's reason to hope So here's to the selfless Here's to the kind Here's to those whose eyes Will never turn blind We thank you We thank you
21.
And so it goes, another crisis come and gone Regardless of the outcome, we try to carry on Our apprehension, thought safely in a vault Is bound to crumble like a fault I hope one day for this uncertainty to dissolve And that everyone around us eventually evolve And when that day comes, this will all seem like a gaffe We'll all look back on this and laugh Then we can kill the fatted calf

about

It's been a little under a year, and we're still in the midst of a pandemic. Once again, this was a large impetus behind this album, but more so certain other goings-on, be they local or global. A couple of these songs were written a couple years ago, but they have found a home here in their relevance.

This album is a lot more guitar-driven overall, and also features more analogue synthesis, courtesy of Korg and their wonderful little boxes (especially on "FFS" and "FFS [slight return]"), as well as a 1968 Farfisa Fast 5 transistor organ ("Humdrum").

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released February 28, 2021

All songs written, arranged, sequenced, performed & produced by Itoarazi.

Recorded at the Repository and the Vantage Point, Worcester, MA

This album is dedicated to Daft Punk (1993-2021), a group whose very existence opened me up to the wonders of electronic music and musical synthesis. Merci pour toute la musique et juste pour être...vous.

©2021 Atonal Equinox Music. All rights reserved. Be excellent to each other. Party on, dudes.

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